Hi

Thank you for taking the effort to create an account to respond. I treasure every comment I receive for this post because of how personal and raw it is.

Congratulations on being recovery! It's not easy to be able to overcome something that has been a problem for two-thirds of your life. And having to deal with suicide ideation since grade school. I hope you give yourself loads of credit for them. I hope you know how strong you are.

Like you, I wish I could be a normally functioning human being. But that's impossible so I can only work with what I have. Maybe what we have is just as good too. At the end of the day, it's characters like us that add depth to good stories. Isn't it?

These days, I like to tell myself that we don't know what the next chapter will bring. I don't think our troubles will go away, but maybe we'll be able to work out our issues and gain some well-deserved peace.

I hope your life will turn out beautifully. :)

Julie